Friday, October 15, 2004
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thoughts.abstracts.
just some thoughts and abstracts.
was blasting my favourite tracks
says exactly how i feel
just wanna put it down
yupp.here goes..
sometimes i need to remember just to breathe
sometimes i need you to stay away from me
sometimes in disbelief i didnt know
somehow i need you to go
sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well
sometimes i just feel like screaming at myself
sometimes in disbelief i didnt know
somehow i need to be alone
i dont want to be ignored
its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
i had put all the pain you gave to me on display
but didnt realise
instead of setting it free
i took what i hated and made it a part of me
if i could change i would
take back all the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
i dont know who to trust
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
trying not to break
but im so tired of this
everytime i try to make myself get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
i dont want to be pushed aside
i dont want to watch you
turn your back like you always do
i dont want any expectations from you
i dont want to live in empty promises and lies
i dont want you to see all those scars
i dont want you to feel what i feel
i dont want you to play with that heart
i dont want to feel that you have got me wrapped up
i dont want you to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
im about to crack..
[all i need is someone to grow old with]
♥
1:30 pm
i scribble (:
