Saturday, June 11, 2005
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i'd rather
i always thought it was dumb of him to pick me. im not special, i never was, and never will be. he just made me believe that i was, and broke my heart when he finally realised that i wasnt..
i'm filled with this hope in my heart that things are gonna get better, and that things will change..i can't help it and i know i'm ridiculous because of it. i care about you so much, but if i ever lost you, i will be standing here totally void of anything else in my life.. We had this unspoken connection. We see each other, lock eyes, smile that one certain smile that means nothing to anyone else, but the world to us, and keep going on..i don't know what i want, but at the same time, i know exactly what i want..
i'd rather have bad times with you
than good times with someone else
♥
12:50 am
i scribble (:
