Saturday, December 31, 2005
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musical chairs
random stuffs
Musical Chairs
hes like a game of musical chairs.
she sat on the right chairs,
she will get what she wants.
but if she didnt play his favourite music,
or find a comfortable chair,
she will be the thrown aside.
shes too exhausted to fight with the other players,
they would crush her
like the pressure of a deep dive.
The Random Truth
2005 has been..
an emotional rollercoaster ride for me.
i have changed and grown so much..
and experienced too much.
being in the relationship aint easy.
i cant trust people easily.
im a difficult person to handle.
i care too much,
and worry about the most ridiculous things.
i cried about the elusive nature of love.
i believed that life's a big sham
and that humans are all dying slaves for
the unemotional, living world
i sink into my little 'haven'
during the times of despair-
sleeping pills and fags
became my very best friend.
hehh its ugly, i know.
i could feel his presence in many occasions.
as much as i wanna lean forward to hug Him,
i felt awkward and turned away.
but He stood by me. He never left.
just like what He had promised.
Many Loves
to amelia, yijun, kelly, lyn, yuxin, huiping, aziz :
you guys are the bomb!
the lovely ladies who have cheered me up
and stood by me when i was down.
to beck, est, fel, shuzhu, faezah, jasmine :
girlies who make my life in school wonderful.
two words for the babes: awesome fun!
to the coffee/simpang/swimming peeps :
chilling's sweet.
to ry :
despite our fights and arguments,
you have make 2005 a wonderful year for me.
its been a helluva ride
but ur sincerity never fail to touch me.
i love you. <3
♥
2:57 pm
i scribble (:
