familiar confusion..

Friday, August 25, 2006 >

so it has all come to an end.
'we should just be friends now'
it was two and a half years
of an intense roller coaster ride
we werent the perfect couple
smiles, mix emotions, sweet nothings,
affection and being madly in loved
came together with anger, fear, cries,
pride, constant arguments
and worthless expectations.

i spent my days getting
wrapped around your fingers
hoping that your anger would simmer one day
that perhaps sunlight could light up
the darkest skies once again
and bring warmth to us

i guess everything happens for a reason
this whole relationship thing
might not be working for us.
but i have not given up on you,
bestfriend. <3

if you could return..
will you still make me wait?
run

anyways ,
im gonna miss beck, est, fel and sarah, real bad. sighs. school sucks without you guys.

♥ 2:33 am i scribble (: